Tears and Cheers

Let's spare a moment to look at this page:

Shiawase Kissa Sanchoume chp 69 pg 9

At first I was all

キャアアアアア〜！！！o（＞▽＜）o♥♥♥
typical fangirl meets bishie moment... 

and then I looked at it again

and I got all upset

because, I guess, at times

I'm thinking the same thing too...

TT^TT

Veering away from sad-emo topics...

Kudos to the F4s :D

THIS YEAR'S T-DAY CELEBRATION WAS AWESOME!! XD

I'd have to say it's mainly because the teachers were the ones performing

and watching my 58 year old(-ish) Bio teacher doing the Usop Wheelchair from Hantu Kak Limah act was downright hilarious
Annoying thing is, my camera batteries ran out right when the performances were starting =.="
I only got a single shot of the first act, which, to be honest, was NOT the most entertaining (though watching my teachers dress up in high school uniforms was kinda funny :P)

Guy teacher is shooort XD

 I lost count of how many stomach cramps I got laughing this morning (>w<)

And and and

Our new physics teacher is totally awesome at coconut bowling

And and and

Our ustaz was seriously game for throwing water balloons at the world

Already aiming all those blissfully unaware

And and and

There was a Fruit Festival/Fruit Party (call it what you may)

and there were mangosteens and rambutan and duku

...

and durians

which means I didn't even make it to the Square before my head got dizzy from the fumes

So I abandoned my friend, made a U-turn to the office and just dilly-dallied to give the other students time to finish off the durians (along with the other fruits...)

so that I could pass the Square to the dining hall for lunchies

Ngeh

Hate durians (-△-)

And I say I'm Malaysian? For shame! (>△<)

...

I guess that wasn't as long as I thought it would be.

I thought I was going to end up ranting

Guess not =.="
Going to do homework or something now >w<
Ciao~☆

Fave Song and 7 Novels

I miss your soft lips; I miss your white sheets

I miss the scratch of your unshaved face on my cheek

And this is so hard 'cause I didn't see

that you were the love of my life and it kills me

I see your face in strangers on the street

I still say your name when I'm talking in my sleep

And in the limelight, I play it all fine

But I can't handle it when I turn off my night light

Ah...

But I can't handle it when I turn off my night light

Ah...

[Chorus]

They say that true love hurts--well, this could almost kill me

Young love murder--that is what this must be

I would give it all to not be sleeping alone

The life is fading from me while you watch my heart bleed

Young love murder--that is what this must be

I would give it all to not be sleeping alone

Remember the time we jumped the fence when

the Stones were playing and we were too broke to get in

You held my hand then, then made me crawl

I swore to God it was the best night of my life

Or when you took me across the world, we

promised that this will last forever but now I see

It was my past life--a beautiful time

Drunk off of nothing but each other 'til the sunrise

Ah...

Drunk off of nothing but each other 'til the sunrise

[Chorus]

It was a past life (He was a past life)

A beautiful time

Drunk off of nothing but each other 'til the sunrise

Till the sunrise

[Chorus]

Ah...

I love that song (-v-)♥

I have it on repeat on my iPod all day long~ (and all night too, hee :D)

Anyway, after all that--^, I fear this entry would be too draggy if I included this morning's events (we finally celebrated Teacher's Day today XD) so I'll put it up in another post later-ish

Instead,

I've officially read seven novels since mid-years ended

Should I be proud or ashamed of myself? =.="

-cried-

-cried also-

Did NOT cry XD

Q.Q

Almost =.= but no

No comment

Couldn't cry cuz it was the middle of bio class XD

And the annoying thing is

I still want to read -___-"

Am I ever going to start to study in earnest at this rate?

I have the Diary of a Young Girl waiting... ">w>

And that old creepy ghost story my aunt recommended (which she has)

-sigh-

Oh well... I've got Shiawase Kissa Sanchoume chapters to catch up on on MangaReader

so

Ciao~☆

Engagements and Colours on Paper

Yaa~

My aunt looked so pretty this morning! >w<

She's 27 this year :D

And she's a doctor

Which means when she was getting ready, all her other medschool friends arrived

and I found myself in a room full of doctors

but none of them looked like they were in the med field at all

I felt completely intellectually inadequate standing there -_-"

Anyway!

I've always felt these things are tiring as hell so by the time they had slipped her engagement ring on

I'd curled up on the sofa reading my Jodi Picoult book

hehehe ♥

FAMILY PORTRAIT!!

Upon arriving back at school, our results were dished out

=_="

Not very happy.

But then, not that upset either.

Compared to a couple of other people, I guess my results weren't so bad:

should I? should I? oh, what the heck...

BM - 78 (A-)

BI - 96 (A+)

MM - 86 (A)

AM - 71 (A-)

NOOO!!! QAQ

BIO - 72 (A-)

CHEM - 58 (C)

PHY - 59 (C)

SEJ - 71 (A-)

PI - 71 (A-)

PSV - 89 (A)

So yeah...

Other than the single redeeming A+ and 2Cs, nothing much to it

Oh! Oh!

Wanna see my artwork? :D

Please contribute to my pageviews by clicking here: wee~!

But if you're too mean/lazy, here ya go

And then, on Tuesday

our art teacher suddenly brought up the MIA scholarship contest thing

which I'd completely forgotten about but hadn't really thought about entering in the first place

and told us to enter

and she planned to submit them the day after that

=_=

SO, that evening and night, we slaved away trying to get them done

but my brain started frying at some point past midnight that I just had to sleep

which means I didn't finish it

The next morning, I was like, "SCREW THIS!!"

and left it under my desk in my room

Turns out my other friends cut classes for the sake of finishing theirs

=_____________=

So now my mom needs to personally send of mine

By today

Cuz that's when the deadline is

I love to do things last minute, don't I? :P

I don't think it'll go far anyway...

because it was so incredibly last minute

But here it is!

See?

Mucho messy

Oh well, I tried -_-

I just hope my mom manages to send it

Otherwise, I'll probably stick it on the wall or something

I'm tired, so I'm gonna take a nap now

Ciao~☆

Big Bass, Epic Phail

So Emma Stone wins Best Comedic Performance

YAY EMMA STONE!!

And Justin Bieber wins Best Jaw Dropping

Wait, what?

MTV, what is WRONG with you!!?

Sorry BeBLIEPers

but I'd honestly rather that award go to... someone else.

Taylor Lautner?

Oh noes!!

Aaanyways,

I got tired of watching old RWJ vids on YouTube

and if I start playing Pokemon, I'm afraid I won't stop =.="

So what catches my eye?

   My bro's speakers.

Which he actually found under the desk in my uncle's old room...

which we are currently occupying =D

And I gotta say

I LUV TEH BASS v(>^<)v

evn though it's totally eating up my battery power

and definitely busting my eardrums

If I turn the bass up loud enough, I can practically feel the floor vibrating.

And no, that's not really an Apple product

My bro just stuck on one of those free stickers for kicks

It saddens me...

My old speakers weren't even as wide as that--^ bass speaker

And it's barely as tall as the side speakers

They're both SONICGEAR though

And mine was obviously newer

But mine died -first-

And this one's called

APOCALYPSE A3 ULTIMATE PC Audio

And mine was called

...

what was it called?

   Anywho, for the sake of cutting short my ranting

These speakers are AWESOME XD

If we had neighbours and I kidnapped these,

they'd hunt me down before daylight's out :P

  Progress on the art thing is excruciating

Did I spell that right?

I drew those freaking bluebells two days ago

And they're still not done!!

= . =

Somebody take this DS away from me PLEASE

And the colouring's not coming in too well either... *sigh*

Oh well, at least I still have the sketch to flaunt off :D

Again, edited so you can see the lines :D

 And thus

I must now go help make goodies for my aunt's wedding

Or accompany said aunt to get my gran's birthday cake

Or... something

Ciao~☆

Reminiscing and Blue Birds

Once again, I have officially returned

to the fandom

of

 OOOHH YEEEAAAAHHH

My bro and I have been playing the BLACK(bro) and WHITE(me) versions and hohoho

personally?

I think N is HAWT XD

Japanese writing says: "I am the Champion."

And I (my character) got to ride the ferris wheel alone with him!

キャアアアアアーーーー！！！♥♥

Honestly, I would love to give the guy a haircut.

However considering the fact that he seems to be totally (unconsciously) into my character (thankfully, a girl) and he is seriously hot, I'll let it pass.

Then my brother said something:

"You know, if you'd picked the guy character, that scene would look seriously... gay."

And together with the totally sappy and somewhat romantic background music,

I could not deny it.

N,

please do not be gay.

May you remain in my TokoXN fangirl fantasies~

MOVING ON!!＝＞x＜＝

I finally started to get a move on my SPM arts folio and damn,

it took me half a day to draw a single freaking bird.

=.=

No kidding.

W.I.P.:

Edited so you can see teh liiines

And the finished one:

Yeayz! It's dooone!!

And now that the bird is done, I have to get started on the snail.

And after all the work it took to get the bird done, I'm not looking forward to it.

Because believe it or not, the snail looks a lot harder than the bird did.

Shazzam!

...

And that's probably all I have to say at this point.

Yeah...

Ciao~☆

Platypuses and Greensleeves

You know, back when I was in Form 1 in TKC, sometimes we would hear someone playing  Für Elise on the grand piano in the hall.
After midnight, that is.

=_=

I swear, my mother loves to tell ghost stories... especially ones about my current school, TKC >_>

There are two music boxes-- Für Elise and Greensleeves

I picked Greensleeves cuz it sounds more haunting coming from a tiny music box♫♩

I wonder why they didn't find one that plays Waltzing Matilda?

Anyway, my family just got back from Australia (at 5a.m. this morning)

and I was alerted of their return by incessant banging on the door by retarded peoples -__-

I mean, come on

You do not bang on a teenager's door unless you brought her something totally awesome from wherever it is you came from.

2 platypuses and floating penguins in a bag do not count.

=_=

In fact... one of those Australian cowboy-ish hats would've been totally awesome.

But no.

They got me a platypus hand puppet.

Okay, fine.. it is kinda cute -w-"

Ah... there go my days of peaceful solitude at home T^T

Does this mean I'm going to have to forfeit my room upstairs once again?

Crap.

Oh! Oh!

I practiced driving again a few minutes ago >w<

...

If there were any cars in that parking lot, I would have bulldozed them in no time

-_____-

Well, it's called maneuver practice for a reason, right?

I wasn't doing so bad after the first hundred circuits or so

Hahaha

Alrighty, time to... go do something else.

Ciao~☆

Intro~!

もう... Is this really necessary?

I guess not, but I'm gonna go with it anyway XP

※simply for the sake of boredom※

Blabbering 'about me' stuff is sooo lame and boring so let's do it tumblr style!!

 And just to be specific:

Embryonal Rhabdomyosarcoma

2007--Inguinal region (tailbone)

※prediction: 3 months left※

*relapse* 2008--Inguinal lymph node (right thigh)

*relapse* 2010--Left lung, left kidney, 13th backbone and probably some other place I can't recall at the moment 

※prediction: 2 months left※

Current--All clear

The awesome part?

I'm still alive.

Oh, and my hair's growing back :D

 YEAH!

Aspiring writer, whoot!! >w<

I placed top 10 in this thing too:

Which is totally awesome cuz 948 people entered :P

I feel my head expanding with hot air already

Hohoho~

I love photography☆

But I have no idea how to work a decent camera -_-

I just fool around with my Canon IXUS... -amateur-

*sigh*

I will get there. Someday. Just you wait =.=☆

For the sake of it, I'm even taking arts for SPM (even though Malay art history is sooo boring...)

Check out my stuffs here: all teh AWESOME shets

I just posted a pic of an ocean of pearl sapphire blue

Why?

I love Ryeowook oppa~

♥

Oh.. and before I forget the important stuffs..

I study HERE:

 Where I'm one of these people:

 Which means I'll be facing SPM at the end of this year... -_____-"

Oh well.. at least I get to start driving next year XD 

And that's probably all that matters! (:

Oh, and I'm in love♥

and I don't mean with Ryeowook^^

Ciao~☆

Blue Balls and Pandas

Ah...

Surely, my mother would kill me if she knew what I did with my friends last Thursday.

I went against the one thing she's always telling me nowadays:

"Do NOT lift anything heavy!"

Totally adorable almost-2-year-old cousin included.

I lifted her down the stairs anyway on Wednesday. I couldn't let her fall down headfirst, could I?

That would be positively inhuman.

But surely

I have no excuses for Thursday:

I went bowling.

Oh yeah.. She'd have my head.

Maybe she'll mount it on a plank and hang it above the computer desk so she can glance at it while she plays PlantsVSZombies.

 But let's consider the following facts:

i. I haven't gone bowling since I was in elementary

ii. My back didn't end up hurting

iii. I didn't trip/fall/throw a bowling ball in someone's face

iv. I had fun

 

Come on, I'm a teenager. Do you expect me to just sit back and watch my best friend in her mini black tutu destroy everyone else?

Not that I'm a good bowler myself...

Haven't exactly had a lot of practice -_-"

The funny thing about the whole thing was that I was scoring consecutive 0's until I finally decided to use this blue ball that caught my eye earlier (but was being used by the guys in the next lane).

I knocked down 8 pins at the 1st throw.

And I kept scoring after that!

Hell, I'm going to keep bringing this up forever >w<

If you're wondering, no, I didn't win.

I placed last :P

 Tutu-friend won by 1 point.

After that we watched Kung Fu Panda 2 and it was AWESOME!

Not as awesome as Pirates of the Caribbean, of course, but awesome anyway.

Pandas are definitely one of the cutest animals in the world.

Right next to bunnies. And hamsters. And Domo-kun.

  Alright, alright.. time for me to catch some shut-eye!

I'll do something about this -obviously new- page tomorrow..

Ciao!!☆